Provisions
Tolu Oloruntoba
Labourers begin each day
with a humble morning prayer of aspirin
to the algias that will come quickly.
As their doctor I tell them chronic,
I tell them renal and they laugh. Toxins are for
the living to worry about.
Your engine will not survive
but you’ll have fuel awhile, like motorcycling
Charons, who go where cars cannot,
have their sachets of gin. We, all of us need
something to survive our sentiences.
Concerned parties want a ban
on the anality of their suffering.
I—prefect of the 18-to-lifers in these min-security
burbs—urge them to shut their clangor.
I tell them many, when their hungers
are grown enough, happen upon religion,
or abomination, or the desolations between.
I say why exercise when we’ll all die
of cancer anyway. My doctor tells me cynic,
calls me nihlistic as I laugh.
But what’s the point of any of it?
I’ve needed hand cranks against catatonia.
I need my, our behaviour activated.
I need Lake Kivu’s pediatric coltans,
and blinker hoods so I do not see
the cleansing I depend upon.
Look, they are making poets again
by the megaton in the special hardship
it takes to grow them. West of there,
other innocents are on the sinking ship
of America. I do not enjoy their despair,
their disbelieving descent.
One pill makes you larger
than anxiety, another smaller
than shame can find.
And what do people
on the cusp of revolution need?
Public executions.
Or else ceramic automata
to unfold in the gut.
To push the gears by hand.
To find micro screws with little fingers.
To fit their tiny bodies in crawl spaces.
And scrape the rusty hinges.
I am expandable, or so the theory goes.
They can blow on the saxophone spouts
that move my arms.
Then they can recess
from my abyssal economy.
To use their own medicine.
